come freaky friday.

1st thing
studying my science in my bedroom last night,my mum came in say good night.

mum shout ''WUIIIIII''

me.look at her.stunned?

i reply ''whattttttt''

she point at my nose.

i go mirror.

i scream''NOOOOOOOOO!!!!''

a zit is going to pop out from my nose and the skin was already inflamed.

i looked like some giant rudolp the red nose rain deer. LOL

pls pls pls dont pop out pls. prom is in about 2 and a half weeks timeeee!!!

2ND THING.

i go toilet brush teeth.my mum also brushing.
very instantaneously,we both looked up then look at each other.

i scream:''NOOOOOOOO!!!!''

from being head to head same height as my mum,i'm now a half head taller than her.

chances of her shrinking is very low compare to me having this sudden growth spurt again.

i dont want to grow any more taller. i havent even been sleeping that much lately or taking lazy naps while studying!!! but i did eat long beans this afternoon.LOL.

as i still couldnt believe i have shot up again,my mum could only mumble with toothpaste between her teeth,

''i think fated you need to marry a guai lou ady.fated.fated. tsktsktsk.....''

me.look at her.speechless. then i just started laughing.

LOL.

whats the craze about.

they look so hungry and bloody.haha.

not really a crazy twilight fan,but i read all the books.so of course gotta watch the movie and the sequels too. =)

of course by going to watch this,i'll be planting more money than these people already have into their pockets. crazy 140.7 million USD$ at the box office for the opening weekend and 118.1 million USD$ from foreign countires,total worldwide 258.8 million USD$.

jia beh liao.
can go live in the bahamas alrdy.

i'm not on the stupid team jacob or team edward thing.
i'll just pay for the movie ticket to watch

• volturi! super yeng.
• dakota fanning as jane! :)

• peter facinelli as carlisle the hot vampire dad! he's so much hotter than robert pattinson!
• jackson rathbone as jasper! :)
• ashley greene as alice! :)
• oh yea heard there's a lot of shirtless man buff in the movie too. hah!

robert pattinson is a no no man.
i dont know how can people or rather girls go so crazy over him and call him sexy.
urrrrghhh.
he looks like he's on drugs and homeless and bleached too much of his face.
kirsten stewart acts very stiffly and she has a very weird nose.haha.
their rise to fame and popularity really a bit too overrated.
they are what they are now not because they have amazing acting skills or shittts.
it's the character of the book they play.

also,we will see how bella jump off a cliff becasue she is lost without her edward.haha.

i'm crazy right now and you can't stop me. :)

i've gotten used to chs's gila sial hard add maths paper2 (i think la),i had no feeling for spm's add math paper 2 alrdy.

though it was hard.
though it was hardcore.
though it was hardly hard hard knock knock on your brain cells.

like i said,no feeling. lol.

pagi pagi buat paper one,i was feeling very,very pleased and proud of myself.i could actually nail it 70%.i was literally,smiling and giggling doing it.like doing add maths in heaven.
i thought there was something going wrong with me also. lol.

come afternoon,paper2 like hell,weather lagi like hell.
felt like i was caught in between two ovens,it wasnt very very hot,but everyone couldnt stop sweating even my pinnafore was a little moist.haha.
loads of brain activity in action man,and i could really feel my nerves tickling agaisnt my head and the brain just being squeezed thoroughly for the juice to get evaporated.exhausting like marathon.
but i just tap tap tap calculator,write,draw graph,tap tap tap again till like after 2 and a half hours equating,any answer just seem like the right answer to me.

illusions of the mind. ;D lol

*desperate. haha.

anyways,it's over.yay yay.
fortunately for my add math bookies,i will not burn you.

it feels like a sin. haha.after go college maths curse me lagi more then really gone case ady.

to moral nilais and sejarah notes.:don't think you can get away.you are still going downnn to ashes. :)

gonna have a good sleep tonight and wake up slightly later tmr.
have been waking up @ 4am these 3 days to drown everything inside.
adding to that,keep waking up in the night for i-dont-know-what-nuts.
like nervous anxiety attack.
zuper in need of some decent sleep.
=)

still,no regrets.

i tried hard this time.

=)

i love my mum.
she's the best in the world
cause she loves me much more than i'll ever know.
heh.

can't really seem to stand you these days.
sheeesh.
you admit nothing,
blame others,
and you're bitter at the wrong things.
you've changed and you dont know it.
wtf.

noo arrival.

Presenting to you :

NOOKA! :)


saw an article in The Star this morning about these pretty little things.
came back and googled about it.

i want a new watch.
i want a nooka! :)


no this isnt nooka the watch,i would look real gila retard if i wear this as a watch.haha.
this is nooka nooka the........toy??? o.o


i'm super captivated by it i dont know why.
the watches have amazing colours and designs and the watch band is really funkyyyy. :)



i know they look a little more complicated,
but i guess that's the eye-catching feature.
like in a spy movie ya know. :)

but actually some of them arent very practical for rough daily wear.
drop few times,
pecah your hati that pecah your wallet.

it's 250-500 U.S dollars for one.
:(
means
i guess i'm only gonna look at it from the website.
:(

anyways,maths exam today was not too bad.
jeng mey reminded me to bring compas (she even typed in caps in her sms)
i actually thought the compas was the triangular ruler thing thing
and not the draw-circle-turn-turn thing.
thats the potractor.i think.
there's another one the one half-circle kinda ruler.i pun tak tau what its called.

you should laugh at me cause i couldnt stop laughing at myself when i found out.
hahaha.

17 years old,10 yrs of maths education,taking one of the last major exams before college,
and i never knew!
LOL.

school's out for form1's-form4's.the school is like dead quiet.
i like. =)
it's like you,your friends and the world and your maths paper.
and your 'a little more gay' pemeriksa.
hahaha.

gotta go get 'moralised' in about 5 minutes.
gonna go wash my apple and get ready to nerd again.
for moral,thank you god that this is the last time.
=)

the blind side.

ive got nothing to say.
i just really expected more.
it doesn't really matter,cause in the end,it all just hurts the same.

i hope you're enjoying your life right now.

you're not sorry this happened.

the sucky part may be,you're not even aware of whats going on.

stupid happy gleeful fakeface.

this post is for my beloved penolong kanan akademik,puan ya wun mooi.actually you dont deserve me calling you 'puan'.

don't get it? yea maybe you don't.
cause sadly,your brains aint as big as your ass.

you even have the cheek to tell pn.tan.c.y that you ''can't remember where you put it''
or that ''maybe i've thrown it away cause i didnt think it was an important thing''.

the it is my poor ipod nano.

catch me last year,fine.
didnt even bring me to disiplin room and register in those disiplin paper and sign this and that those procedure.
(usually there is when you get caught bringing handphones and ipods)
so i wait lah,and wait.time also fly so fast now its alrdy one year.
i thought i would go ask her after one year cause i sort of deserved this punishment time.


form3 i kena spotcheck and they took my ipod.
fine.
i waited.
AND I GOT IT BACK.

how the hell can u say to me that day that 'this kind of thing we always don't give back'.

damn fake face man.

either she really threw it away(i doubt lah pls)
or she went and sell it and earn some quick bucks
or she's listening to it
or she give her nephew/niece/granddaughter ppl to listen.

well i wont curse them.they're innocent.
i'm hoping you are the one listening to it.
and i'm also hoping my ipod would suddenly maximise the volume to the full and the earphones somehow MIRACULOUSLY stick itselves inside your stinky yellow fake ears.

she fake fake fake.
fake face fake everything lah!

DOH!

pissed.


i won't let this go man.
after my exams i'm gonna go hunt her down again.

stupid ya ya.
i graduate alrdy lah cmon,just return the damn thing to ppl la.
that was a quite new ipod :(

the only good thing outta this is that pn.tanc.y actually took the troble to go confront her and try to help me.
at least she's sensible and kind,unlike some white faced frankenstein evil meannie.

grrrrrrrr.

beaaaaaacccch.

SEJARAH IS OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCED AS HISTORY.
BUHHHHH-BYEEEE.
I'M GONNA GO BURN BURN BURN IT ALL DOWN.
:)

IT'S OVERRRRRRRRR.


best thing about spm is that u know that after taking spm you wont have to go study all the stupid subjects ever! :)

sejarah was actually quite easy and straight forward.a lot of opinion questions.
but if i had read more,yes,regret is here,
i would have known how to do more.

so.

i'd be happy with a credit.or maybe i'd get a B or a C.
or a D.
give me a credit and i'd be flying.

never really aimed to get an A for sejarah. omgzzz.want me to hang myself on the rope zit.

but best thing was,all spotted questions and tips from BU3's principal pn.azizah came out.sort of.and thanks to jie-en too,for the last minute let-me-know.
if not i would have failed.
no kidding.

so people,dont miss out on tips and dont skip school seminars.
:)

& i think i know why the exam is stretched over one month when like we only have 8/9 days of exams if we do it consecutively.
they dont want us to write till we patah our hands.
really,just two days and i feel like i've overused it alrdy.i can see my bluish greenish veins.eeeww.
gonna start massaging my hand with icy ice. :)

next week.
mod maths.
moral.
can't wait for this to be dead and gone too.ughhhh.useless shyttt.
add maths.

tata! :)

i can sleep soundly tonight!
tuesday night.kena anxiety attack.
did i sleep yesterday night?

so i kinda rocked bm today.
:) :) :)

it's an A? i feel it is.i hope it is.

sejarah was.........well.sejarah.
know,circle.
dont know,start shooting guns.
lots of feels-like-common-sense questions.
but i dont know.
maybe i lost my common sense along the way.
haha.

everyone's on facebook.
to refuel and recharge energy i guess.
haha.
working for me ;D

wrote pretty much around 10,000 and more malay words.

my hand's so tired right now.

wanna take a nap.

but wait.

SEJ PAPER2 TOMORROW.

bahhhhhh.

bye bye nap nap,hello long long night.

i'm not hyperventilating,i'm just doing what i do best! =)

IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWN...
da da dee dum,da da dee dum dum....
you know,the song.yeaa.haha

1 more day!
CAN YOU FEEL MA EXCITEMENT!
HAHAHAHAHA!

man,today has been rainy rainy wet wet all day long.
i hope wednesday/thursday wont be like that,
cause if its really gonna be freezing ice-land,
i'm thinking i might just fall head down,
to sleep.
either its cause i dont know how to answer any umaiyah/abbasiyah/faktor politik/tamadun indus crap question,
or it's cause,
it's still sleepy-i'm-really-not-awake-yet time in tamtamland.

sheeesh,i hope i can answer at least half plus quarter plus quarter of the paper? :/
haha.this means the whole paper right.LOL.
*it's a blonde moment? notice the yellow colour?*
HAHAHAHA.

sorry,havent majorly talked to anyone besides my mum and my soft toys (barney,twinkie wong,red hot cute devil etc.) have been stuck at home like a prisoner and going for extra classes once a few days.i miss my friends.& i miss school :/

jengjeng said she will kick my chair if she sees me sleeping.
i guess she can do that since she's sitting behind me during the exam.awesomeee =)

so there's iceland and ice-land. not the same. apparently iceland is green,but greenland is icy? apparently greenland wants green bcause its icy and iceland wants ice because its green? huh. enlightened by teoh jie-en,who i think is nearly as cuckoo and hyped out as me?
but i think, she's still under control,unlike this blogger who feels like her brain(apparently she has one?)is getting as heavy as an elephant and as fragile as a inflated balloon, ready to burst all the slimy germy yucksy malay history facts on wed&thurs.

oh god,bless me okay?for the 2 days at least. :)
i'll be very grateful and will not commit any sins,for.......2 days?
HEHE :)

GOODIE GOOD LUCK TO AYE-VERRI-BODD-DYYY!

PRAY FOR ME TOO YA?

be the change you wish to see in the world.

gotta go positive,with a never-say-die mindset,cause right is the only attitude i should be having.
and cause,the end is nowhere near.

=)

choosing out from this craphole.

i'm gonna be fine,and i'm gonna make myself proud.



jiayou.

to self: thanks for not giving up.
;p

IGNORE THIS,its just one of the many freakdowns i've been having these days.

RIGHT.
as if i can do that right now.
though,i really really want to.
i know its just spm,really,truthfully i dont think it's really really that big a deal at all,
but still.
it's a major public exam.
it's.............so stressful just thinking about it.
:/
fckthaworld.fckmalife.

i dont like to curse in my blog,but i am cursing while blogging.
so what the heck.

fck.fck.fck.fck.fck.

omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.

three letters is faster to type than four.

okay,kinda not the point.

i dont think i am afraid,but actually just very much in denial to face this.
it's not easy living under this same roof of a SS2 einstein,that much i have learned.

~breathes out~

i really,really dont know if i'm ready.


4 days left,and im still in a daze.

fallen like leaves.

either you say too much,or you don't say enough,and then they're gone.
because after a while i feel i have nothing more to say.

it's been a tough year on hearts.
& the trouble is,you think you have time.

so tired of trying to live up to your expectations.
and to your dreams,and to your comparison.

someone,takeeee me awaaaaay.

too stressed?too tired?too scared? too much.

here you come again.

had one of the greatest,sweetest,nicest dreams yesterday night/this morning.

13.
the ball.
the court.
and the rest of the world can wait it out.
a defining moment.

i thought i could let this past,but actually,its harder than i thought.
won't deny i miss all of it,becasue i do.
won't say i dont wanna be in,because i do.
but a decision is a decision.
a sacrifice is a sacrifice.
even if it means making me feel so helpless,sad,lifeless and down.
but have to move on right.

sighs.

was pissed off when my mum woke me up. =.=
i always get super annoyed when i am in a really great dream and then the alarm clock/rooster(mum) comes knocking and disturb sial. yeeesh.


shea wen,i know you heard a lot of lectures/advices bout making how to make that decision.
an honest opinion from me: go for it.really.
don't let anything hold you back,because really,you know you love this game.
if there are issues u need to deal with,then go deal with it,make a compromise.
because this is,a chance,an opportunity.
and a very proud moment to wear the selangor jersey :)
u know how it feels like,and since you have started going for it,you might as well give a fight and go finish it.
because you can.
don't waste this chance okay :)
there are so many people out there who wants to go for this,shed tears and sweat just to get selected,
you are 16,you are fit and you are capable,
so don't give up okay :)

you're a great player,and you deserve to know that and fight for a spot.
don't matter if u didnt get selected,cause you tried.

all the best kay :)